I don’t know whether to laugh or cry.
“Apricot Sprites” found in the cross sections of a fruit tree by Daniel
i’m so stressed, my body has ached for weeks. i woke around 1 last night. i dont remember why. immediately i felt an overwhelming sorrow. i dont remember why. i cried silently and laid still so i wouldnt wake him. it hurts my chest remembering. i didnt sleep again until almost 4. his mere presence brought me sanity. sleepy spooning is the best way to cuddle. his body heat felt amazing. i’m sad that we ndont hold hands like we used to. i pretend like im a-okay. i’m a liar.